A Glimpse of Truth
In this excerpt from one of John David’s spiritual films “The Pointless Joy of Freedom” a long time student of John David and resident of Open Sky House – Radha – shares her experience in simple words after undergoing a powerful energetic happening in the community. This happened after she spontaneously dropped all identification with thought.
In the short clips that were taken at the time of the event you can observe that she was just laughing and tremendous energy went through her body. Others were there to support with presence and offering water, not interfering at all with what was happening.
A glimpse is indescribably beautiful. It is the best moment of your life. Even so, there is often fear and the fear closes down the glimpse. In the beginning it will just be a glimpse, a flash where the clouds (the structures of the mind) in the blue sky part, and you get a glimpse of the blueness. You feel this very deeply. It is very beautiful but it is not something you can do, it just happens. In that instance the whole sense of separate self disappears.
This is what is really important. The sense of self – this ‘me’ that we are so attached to – disappears. It is a completely shocking moment.
It is tremendously life-changing because once this small moment has happened then you know something that you didn’t know before. You know yourself in a new way, but then the Self we’re talking about is no longer this rather small illusionary self. It is suddenly another Self, the Self, the authentic Self, vast, a feeling of oneness, tremendous love, peace and tremendous connectedness.
After a few seconds, the familiar sense of self – the usual ‘me’ – often returns very quickly. The glimpse in that moment can feel frightening, shocking, completely unexpected, and at the same time magnificent.
If the energy system hasn’t been prepared to handle such an intense surge, it may not be able to absorb it fully and could shut the awakening down again.
Likewise, if deep mind patterns or unresolved traumas haven’t been addressed, they can, over time – whether quickly or gradually – draw you back into the familiar sense of ‘me’.